Can we start from the top and work our way down? My nose is too long and big, my arms are too fat, my waist isn’t small enough, my stomach is fat. My hips are huge, my thighs are colossal, my vitiligo takes up my legs. My boobs aren’t big enough. My hands are tiny and fat. My stomach is so fucking fat. My arms are so fucking fat. I’m so nerdy with my stupid fucking glasses. I hate my body, I fucking hate my body. I want to cut it all over until I have no blood left. I want to take a razorblade and saw all the fat off. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. No matter how much you say it’s perfect, I’m going to hate it because I’m fucking stupid and determined to hate myself because I’m fucking stupid. Why can’t I get myself out of this fucking mess? I fucking hate my body. It’ll never be good enough because I’m stupid, I’m so fucking stupid.
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